When I see this picture, I just want to be in it. Let me be calm. All these pushing and hurting my heart is affecting me in a way that I myself can’t tolerate anymore.
I’m human. Don’t you have a child, or sister? Don’t you have any pityness left?
I know I made mistake and keep repeating it. However, along those bad steps I am still here. Why does the postgraduate journey have to be like these?
Why does this idea of “This the way I was pushed so I’ll push you too so you succeed” have been a religion to all of you?
Don’t you guys have feeling anymore? I don’t know what I should do now. I’m too hurt to focus. Too depressed.